Sabah g\u00fcne\u015finin ilk \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 g\u00f6zlerime vurdu\u011funda ku\u015f sesleri \u00e7oktan ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f olurdu. Ne bir alarm sesi vard\u0131 ne de \u00e7alan bir telefon\u2026 Beni uyand\u0131ran tek \u015fey, \u00e7am a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fclen r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n h\u0131\u015f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131. Teknolojinin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyada zaman, saatlerle de\u011fil g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn rengiyle \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. G\u00fcne\u015f ne kadar y\u00fckselmi\u015f, g\u00f6lgem ne kadar k\u0131salm\u0131\u015f, ak\u015fam serinli\u011fi ne zaman \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f\u2026 G\u00fcnl\u00fck hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n takvimi buydu.<\/p>\n
Ah\u015fap kul\u00fcbemiz, orman\u0131n kenar\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir dereye bakard\u0131. Her sabah ilk i\u015fim, elimdeki toprak testiyi al\u0131p dereye inmek olurdu. Suyun berrakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc yans\u0131t\u0131r, so\u011fuklu\u011fu avu\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 uyu\u015ftururdu. O suyu i\u00e7ti\u011fimde, sanki topra\u011f\u0131n kalbinden gelen bir serinli\u011fi i\u00e7ime \u00e7ekmi\u015f gibi hissederdim. \u015eehirde ya\u015fayan insanlar\u0131n musluklardan akan suya al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmezdim; benim i\u00e7in su, kayna\u011f\u0131ndan al\u0131nmal\u0131yd\u0131. G\u00fcnlerim \u00e7o\u011funlukla bah\u00e7eyle ilgilenerek ge\u00e7erdi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir sebze tarlam\u0131z vard\u0131. Domateslerin k\u0131zarmas\u0131n\u0131 sab\u0131rla bekler, topra\u011f\u0131 ellerimle e\u015feler, yabani otlar\u0131 tek tek temizlerdim. Ellerim \u00e7amur i\u00e7inde kald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda rahats\u0131z olmazd\u0131m; aksine, topra\u011fa daha \u00e7ok ait oldu\u011fumu hissederdim. Toprakla u\u011fra\u015f\u0131rken zaman yava\u015flard\u0131. Her tohumun bir mucize oldu\u011funu, sabr\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck \u00f6\u011fretmen oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftim. \u00d6\u011fleden sonralar\u0131 ormana giderdim. A\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n aras\u0131nda y\u00fcr\u00fcrken her birinin farkl\u0131 bir hik\u00e2yesi varm\u0131\u015f gibi gelirdi. Ya\u015fl\u0131 me\u015feler, sanki y\u00fczy\u0131llard\u0131r oradaym\u0131\u015f da benim ge\u00e7ip gitmemi sessizce izliyormu\u015f gibi dururdu. Bazen bir kayan\u0131n \u00fczerine oturur, dere kenar\u0131nda ayaklar\u0131m\u0131 suya sokar ve bulutlar\u0131 izlerdim. Hayallerim, bulutlar gibi \u00f6zg\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ne bir ekran \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6zlerimi yorard\u0131 ne de bitmeyen sesler zihnimi doldururdu. Ak\u015famlar\u0131 ate\u015f yakard\u0131k. Odunlar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131t\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131, g\u00fcn\u00fcn son melodisi olurdu. Ailemle birlikte ate\u015fin etraf\u0131nda oturur, g\u00fcn i\u00e7inde ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 anlat\u0131rd\u0131k. Dedem eski hik\u00e2yeler s\u00f6ylerdi; y\u0131ld\u0131zlara bakarak y\u00f6n bulmay\u0131, hayvanlar\u0131n izlerinden ne anlama geldi\u011fini \u00f6\u011fretirdi. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc bizim kitab\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131. Tak\u0131my\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 ezbere bilirdik. Ay\u2019\u0131n \u015fekline bakarak ertesi g\u00fcn\u00fcn nas\u0131l ge\u00e7ece\u011fini tahmin etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Bu hayatta hi\u00e7bir \u015fey h\u0131zl\u0131 de\u011fildi ama hi\u00e7bir \u015fey eksik de de\u011fildi. \u0130htiyac\u0131m\u0131z kadar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcretir, payla\u015f\u0131r ve \u015f\u00fckrederdik. Mutluluk, yeni bir e\u015fya almak de\u011fil; ilkbaharda a\u00e7an \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri g\u00f6rmekti. E\u011flence, bir oyunu ekrandan izlemek de\u011fil; r\u00fczg\u00e2ra kar\u015f\u0131 ko\u015fup kahkaha atmakt\u0131. Bazen dere kenar\u0131nda oturup suyun ak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 izlerken \u015funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm: Do\u011fa, insan\u0131n en eski dostu. Ona kulak verdi\u011finde, asl\u0131nda kendini dinlemi\u015f oluyorsun. R\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n sesi, kalbinin ritmine kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor. Topra\u011f\u0131n kokusu, sana nereden geldi\u011fini hat\u0131rlat\u0131yor. Teknolojinin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyada, belki makineler yoktu ama huzur vard\u0131. Ve ben, her g\u00fcn yeniden do\u011fan g\u00fcne\u015fle birlikte bu huzurun bir par\u00e7as\u0131 olmaktan mutluluk duyuyordum.<\/p>\n
Elif Su FINDIK\u00c7I<\/p>\n
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Sabah g\u00fcne\u015finin ilk \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 g\u00f6zlerime vurdu\u011funda ku\u015f sesleri \u00e7oktan ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f olurdu. Ne bir alarm sesi vard\u0131 ne de \u00e7alan bir telefon\u2026 Beni uyand\u0131ran tek \u015fey, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":193,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[17,6,13,7,11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-192","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-9-sinif","category-bilim","category-cevre","category-sanat","category-teknoloji"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bloggers.corumadakoleji.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/192","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bloggers.corumadakoleji.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bloggers.corumadakoleji.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bloggers.corumadakoleji.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bloggers.corumadakoleji.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=192"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/bloggers.corumadakoleji.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/192\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":196,"href":"https:\/\/bloggers.corumadakoleji.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/192\/revisions\/196"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bloggers.corumadakoleji.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/193"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bloggers.corumadakoleji.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=192"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bloggers.corumadakoleji.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=192"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bloggers.corumadakoleji.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=192"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}