Ben H\u00fcma,H\u00fcma Hatun. Anadolu\u2019nun orta gelirli bir ailesinde b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm. Babam Osmanl\u0131 saray\u0131nda \u015eehzade ll.Murat\u2019\u0131n temel matematik hocal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yapmakta,ayn\u0131 zamanda k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 e\u011fitimi vermekteydi.O zamanlar hen\u00fcz k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckken bile saray\u0131 \u00e7ok merak eder ve hep d\u00fc\u015flerdim.Babamsa vakti geldi\u011finde elbet g\u00f6rece\u011fimi fakat bunun i\u00e7in hen\u00fcz do\u011fru zaman olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klard\u0131.Bo\u015f zamanlar\u0131m\u0131 babam\u0131n odas\u0131nda ge\u00e7irir ve kitaplar\u0131n\u0131 incelerdim.Merakl\u0131, ayn\u0131 zamanda bilgili bir \u00e7ocuktum.Bu, ge\u00e7li\u011fimde de de\u011fi\u015fmedi.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm; art\u0131k al\u0131ml\u0131, bilgili, g\u00fczel bir gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n oldum. Her \u015fey yolundayd\u0131. Ailemle huzurlu\u00a0 bir hayat\u0131m vard\u0131. Bir ak\u015fam babam\u0131n dudaklar\u0131ndan d\u00f6k\u00fclen kelimelerle hayat\u0131m\u0131n geri kalan\u0131n\u0131n eskisi gibi olmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131m. Babam o ak\u015fam bana \u015eehzade Murat\u2019\u0131n evlilik \u00e7a\u011f\u0131na geldi\u011fini ve bu hay\u0131rl\u0131 i\u015f i\u00e7in beni uygun g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerini s\u00f6yledi. Bu anl\u0131k verilen bilgiyle ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m, do\u011fal olarak tepki vermem biraz uzun s\u00fcrd\u00fc ama fikir belirtmek gibi bir \u015fans\u0131m olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in \u201cNas\u0131l m\u00fcnasip g\u00f6rd\u00fcyseniz efendim.\u201d demekten ba\u015fka bir \u015fey yapamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Olan oldu, d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn haz\u0131rl\u0131klar\u0131 ba\u015flad\u0131 ve nikah\u0131m\u0131z k\u0131y\u0131ld\u0131. Asl\u0131nda her k\u0131z\u0131n olmak istedi\u011fi konumdayd\u0131m fakat bir \u015fey hissedemiyordum. Sadece merakt\u0131 i\u00e7imdeki. O koca sarayla, o b\u00fcy\u00fck mevki ile ne yapacakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Merak\u0131m\u0131n s\u00f6nmesi uzun s\u00fcrmedi. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fumda hayallerimi s\u00fcsleyen o sarayda, a\u011f\u0131r sorumlulu\u011fum ve bunun yan\u0131nda bir\u00e7ok imkanla y\u0131llar\u0131n nas\u0131l ge\u00e7ti\u011fini anlamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m bile. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131 kuca\u011f\u0131ma alm\u0131\u015f, b\u00fcy\u00fctm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. \u00dc\u00e7 yi\u011fit \u015fehzadenin annesiydim Ahmet, Mehmet ve Orhan. Birbirlerini \u00e7ok sever sayarlard\u0131. Karde\u015flik ili\u015fkileri \u00e7ok derin ve sa\u011flamd\u0131. Her biri e\u011fitimli ve babalar\u0131na lay\u0131k askerlerdi.Ta ki sevgili e\u015fim Murat \u015fehit olana kadar.Murat\u2019 tan sonras\u0131 benim i\u00e7in karanl\u0131kt\u0131 ve hala da ayd\u0131nlanamad\u0131.Taht\u0131, makam\u0131 bo\u015f kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.Pencere \u00f6n\u00fcnde aylarca sa\u011f salim gelmesi i\u00e7in ka\u00e7 gece uykusuz kal\u0131p dua etti\u011fim sultan\u0131m\u0131n gelemeyen naa\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6kmeme sebep olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
Sultan\u0131m\u0131n yoklu\u011fu do\u011fal olarak tahta kimin ge\u00e7ece\u011fine dair konular\u0131, \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 g\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ahmet en b\u00fcy\u00fck oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in ge\u00e7mesi gerekti\u011fini savunurken, Mehmet ise daha bilgili oldu\u011fu ve abisinin \u00fclkenin ekonomik durumunun ve siyasi y\u00fck\u00fcml\u00fcl\u00fcklerinin alt\u0131ndan kalkamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7in kendini savunuyordu. Orhan ise sultan\u0131m\u0131n yoklu\u011funu kald\u0131ramam\u0131\u015f ve kendini bu konulardan soyutlamaya karar vererek bir s\u00fcreli\u011fine eski saraya yerle\u015fmi\u015fti .Her a\u00e7\u0131dan tahta k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ve gen\u00e7 olsa da o\u011flum Mehmet\u2019in ge\u00e7mesi hem saltanat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n hem ekonomik ve siyasal hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n d\u00fczenini koruyabilmek i\u00e7in daha avantajl\u0131yd\u0131.\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00a0Mehmet babas\u0131n\u0131n yolundan ilerleyerek \u201cAl\u0131namayacak toprak,yenilemeyecek devlet yoktur.\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc benimsemi\u015f ve hedeflerini \u00e7oktan belirlemi\u015fti.F Ahmet ise bu olay\u0131 ileriyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden yaln\u0131zca kazanma ve onaylanma arzusu ile \u00a0h\u0131rs edinmi\u015fti.Ahmet\u2019in g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc boyayan bu g\u00fc\u00e7 arzusu g\u00fcn ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e b\u00fcy\u00fcyor ve kontrol edilemeyen bir hal al\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Bu tak\u0131nt\u0131 Ahmet\u2019i \u00f6yle de\u011fi\u015ftirmi\u015fti ki \u015fefkat ve merhametle b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yavrum, bencil ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesiz birine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilemiyordum. Hen\u00fcz sevdi\u011fimin gidi\u015fini atlatamam\u0131\u015fken yavrular\u0131m\u0131n bu denli birbirine d\u00fc\u015fmesi hem ailemiz hem de devletimizin g\u00fcvenli\u011fi a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131ndan bir\u00e7ok tehdit olu\u015fturuyordu. Her ne kadar bir anne olarak \u00fczerlerinde bask\u0131 kursam da bu taht kavgas\u0131 ve Ahmet\u2019in g\u00fc\u00e7 tutkusu kimsenin s\u00f6z\u00fcnde bir anlam b\u0131rakmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fin sonunda mant\u0131kl\u0131 bir karar vererek bu karar\u0131 saltanat \u00fcyelerine \u00a0gerekirse de halk\u0131n se\u00e7imine b\u0131rakacakt\u0131k. Ben de dahil olmak \u00fczere saltanat \u00fcyeleri Mehmet\u2019in ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n gen\u00e7 olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerinin olgunlu\u011funu ve ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirilme olas\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n daha fazla oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Ahmet\u2019in tek derdiyse sadece karde\u015fine kar\u015f\u0131 kazanmak ve kendini tatmin etmekti \u00fcstelik herkes bunun yeterince fark\u0131ndayd\u0131. \u00c7o\u011funlu\u011fun onay\u0131yla Mehmet tahta ge\u00e7ti, Ahmet delirdi. B\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u00f6zveri, vicdan, merhamet ve sevgiyle b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm evlatlar\u0131m\u0131n bu hale gelmesi zaten kanayan yarama bas\u0131lan tuz olmu\u015ftu. Bu d\u00fczene al\u0131\u015famad\u0131m ama o\u011flum Mehmet\u2019in bu gen\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131nda bile ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 olaca\u011f\u0131na, nice seferler kazan\u0131p tarih yazaca\u011f\u0131na olan g\u00fcvenim sonsuzdu. Evlatlar\u0131m\u0131n her zaman onlar\u0131 destekledi\u011fimi ve yanlar\u0131nda oldu\u011fumu bilmeleri gerekir. Hi\u00e7 birini di\u011ferinden ay\u0131rmad\u0131m fakat k\u0131ymetlimin emanetine sahip \u00e7\u0131kabilmek i\u00e7in de bu zorlu se\u00e7imi yapmam gerekiyordu. Ben de do\u011fru oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u015feyi yapt\u0131m. Evlatlar\u0131m beni yan\u0131ltmad\u0131.<\/p>\n
O\u011flum Ahmet siyasi ve devlet idaresi a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131ndan iyi olmasa da sanatta yani resim ve m\u00fczikte olduk\u00e7a ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131. \u0130lerleyen zamanlarda edebiyatta ba\u015far\u0131 g\u00f6steren k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck karde\u015fi yani o\u011flum Orhan\u2019\u0131n; Mehmet\u2019in kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131 seferleri, ilerledi\u011fi yollar\u0131 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 tarih kitaplar\u0131nda \u00e7izimler yaparak anlat\u0131m\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7lendirmesine yard\u0131mc\u0131 oldu. Mehmet ise gerek \u0130stanbul\u2019un fethinde gerek di\u011fer \u00f6nemli \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131nda karde\u015flerinin ve ak\u0131l hocalar\u0131n\u0131n fikirlerine \u00f6nem g\u00f6stererek do\u011fru yolda ilerledi.<\/p>\n
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